My mind

It took me a while to fall asleep this morning, I played with my nipples wish it was him playing with them. Then I woke up on Christmas morning aching for his touch, my pussy vibrating with need. But still I didnt touch my self....I was too afraid of this need. I noticed last night I repeated the words he asked me to and I wasnt even masturbating even when I wanted to touch myself.
I feel like I'm being devoured menatally but not in a scary way, just the anticipation has me waking up with wet panties, craving his cock. This ache is truly foreign for me.