Sexual Healing...

I've been craving anal sex again! Dammit I hate that feeling.....thinking about someone ramming my ass like they own it. I have such a dirty mind. Damn this PMS!!!

Since I decided to go Vanilla i really hope this new guy is as kinky as he claims. I'm trying to take it slow but I always rush ahead. He sent a text about waking me up by sucking on my tits. I got upset not because of what he said but I ran before I walked. When I got it I was totally wet....I hope sex is good between us....if we even get that far. I'm a spaz.

The 2 J's....I havent talked to them in a while. I deleted Jeremy's number and rarely respond to any of his texts. And Jason's phone is off so I no longer text him.